Class 12 English Chapter 3 Deep Water Notes in English (Flamingo Book 1)

What you will learn in this chapter
  • The full story of how William Douglas nearly drowned as a boy, and how he later beat his fear of water
  • Every word from the book’s own glossary, explained in context
  • How to answer “how did the instructor build a swimmer out of Douglas?” with all three training steps in order
  • How to justify the title “Deep Water”: the literal meaning from the text, and a figurative reading of your own
  • The character of William Douglas, and the larger meaning he draws from his own experience
  • The book’s own questions: the margin questions, the Understanding the text questions and the Thinking about language task
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1 About the Author

William O. Douglas, Justice of the U.S. Supreme Court. Photo: Harris & Ewing / Library of Congress, via Wikimedia Commons / Public Domain.
William O. Douglas, Justice of the U.S. Supreme Court. Photo: Harris & Ewing / Library of Congress, via Wikimedia Commons / Public Domain.

William O. Douglas (1898-1980) was born in Maine, Minnesota. He graduated with a Bachelor of Arts in English and Economics, and spent two years teaching high school in Yakima before he got tired of teaching and decided to become a lawyer instead. At Yale he met Franklin D. Roosevelt, who later became President of the United States, and Douglas became his adviser and friend. Douglas went on to become a Justice of the U.S. Supreme Court and a leading advocate of individual rights. He retired in 1975 after a term of thirty-six years, which makes him the longest-serving Justice in the history of the court.

“Deep Water” is not a made-up story. It is a true, autobiographical extract taken from Douglas’s book Of Men and Mountains. In it, he tells the reader exactly what happened to him as a boy at a swimming pool, and how, years later, he finally got over the fear that accident left behind. The book itself tells you what to watch for while reading it: notice how Douglas uses this one true story about himself to make a larger point about fear in general.

Tip

The book asks: “Why does Douglas as an adult recount a childhood experience of terror and his conquering of it?” Build your answer on Douglas’s own reflection in section 3.6, the passage that begins “The experience had a deep meaning for me”: he uses the story to show what the experience taught him about fear and the will to live.

2 Word Meanings: the Book’s Own Glossary

Flamingo prints a short list of words before every chapter and asks the student to work out their meaning from how they are used in the story. Here is what each one means, and where it comes from in “Deep Water”.

Notice these words and expressions: meanings in context
TreacherousDangerous in a hidden way. Used for the Yakima River, which Mother warned against because of the drownings there.
MisadventureAn unlucky accident. This is the book’s own word for the day the big boy threw Douglas into the deep end.
Subdued my pridePushed his embarrassment aside. Douglas hated showing his thin legs at the pool, but he did it anyway.
Bob to the surface like a corkPop back up to the top of the water quickly and easily, the way a cork does. This is what Douglas expected to happen and what did not happen.
Flailed at the surfaceStruck out wildly and helplessly with his arms and legs, without any control.
Curtain of life fellHe lost consciousness, as if a curtain had come down and the show of his life had stopped.
Fishing for landlocked salmonFishing for a kind of salmon that lives permanently in lakes rather than swimming out to the sea, found in Maine.
Back and forth across the poolThe repeated to-and-fro motion of Douglas’s training sessions. A belt went around Douglas, a rope ran from it through a pulley, and the instructor held the other end.
Two more words worth knowing
AversionA strong dislike or unwillingness, used for Douglas’s early dislike of water.
VestigesSmall remaining traces of something that was once much bigger, used for the last bits of his fear.

3 The Story, In Order

The essay covers a much longer span of Douglas’s life than one accident. Use this timeline to hold the whole story in your head before reading the detail below.

Age 3-4His father takes him to a California beach; the waves knock him down and he is frightened, though his father laughs.
Age 10-11He decides to learn to swim at the Y.M.C.A. pool in Yakima, using water wings.
The misadventureAn older boy throws him into the deep end. He nearly drowns and loses consciousness.
The years afterHe avoids water whenever he can and never goes back to that pool; his fear ruins his fishing, canoeing, boating and swimming for years.
One OctoberHe finally hires an instructor and starts training, five days a week.
By AprilThe instructor declares him a swimmer. Douglas is still not sure the fear is gone.
April-JulyHe tests himself alone in the pool. Small vestiges of the old terror still return sometimes.
Lake WentworthHe swims two miles across open water. Terror returns once, and he laughs it away.
Warm LakeHe swims across a mountain lake and back. “I had conquered my fear of water.”

3.1 Fear Before the Accident

Douglas’s fear of water did not start with the accident, it was already there. When he was only three or four years old, his father took him to a beach in California. They stood together in the surf, but the waves knocked Douglas down and swept over him. He was buried in water, his breath was gone, and he was frightened, even though his father only laughed at it.

Years later, at ten or eleven, he decided to learn to swim at the Y.M.C.A. pool in Yakima. His mother continually warned him against the Yakima River, which was treacherous, and “kept fresh in my mind the details of each drowning in the river”, but the Y.M.C.A. pool itself was safe: only two or three feet deep at the shallow end, and nine feet at the other end, with a gradual slope between the two. Douglas got a pair of water wings, hated walking in and showing his thin (“skinny”) legs, but subdued his pride and went in anyway. In a little while he gathered some confidence, paddling and copying the other boys.

From the book’s map

“The Yakima River is a tributary of the Columbia River in eastern Washington, U.S.A. The state is named after the indigenous Yakama people.”

He was just beginning to feel at ease in the water when the misadventure happened.

3.2 The Misadventure

One day Douglas went to the pool when no one else was there. It was quiet, the water was still, and the tiled bottom looked as clean as a bathtub. He was too timid to go in alone, so he sat on the edge to wait for other boys to arrive.

A big, well-built boy, “probably eighteen years old”, came in, saw Douglas and yelled, “Hi, Skinny! How’d you like to be ducked?” “With that” he picked Douglas up and threw him straight into the deep end.

Common Mistake

Do not write that the boy who threw Douglas in was “a boy his own age”, or give him a motive the book does not. The text only says he was “probably eighteen years old”, and gives only the boy’s own words afterwards: “But I was only fooling.”

What followed was three separate, terrifying descents to the bottom of the pool, each one worse than the last.

First descentHe plans calmly: hit the bottom, jump up, lie flat, paddle to the edge. But when he springs up, he rises slowly into dirty yellow water; He was frightened on the way down, but “not yet frightened out of my wits”. When he rises slowly he grows panicky: he reaches up as if to grab a rope, his hands clutch only at water, and he is suffocating. He tries to yell, but no sound comes out; only his eyes and nose break the surface, not his mouth.
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Second descentHe flails at the surface, swallows water, and his legs go rigid like dead weights. He screams, but “only the water heard me.” Going down again, he still remembers his strategy, but his body will not obey it, and then “sheer, stark terror” seizes him, and even the screams in his throat freeze. He tries to call for his mother; nothing happens. Then, strangely, there is light: his eyes come out of the awful yellow water, and his nose is almost out too.
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Third descentHe “started down a third time.” He sucks for air and gets water instead; the yellowish light goes out.
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OblivionAll effort stops. A strange peace replaces the panic; he imagines being carried gently, like in his mother’s arms. “I crossed to oblivion, and the curtain of life fell.”

The rescue and its immediate aftermath: the next thing Douglas remembers, he is lying on his stomach beside the pool, vomiting. The boy who threw him in says, “But I was only fooling.” Someone else says, “The kid nearly died. Be all right now. Let’s carry him to the locker room.” Douglas walks home hours later, weak and trembling, and cannot eat that night. For days a haunting fear stays in his heart, and the slightest exertion makes him feel sick and wobbly.

Learn by heartKey line 1

“I crossed to oblivion, and the curtain of life fell.” This is the line that closes the near-drowning scene.

3.3 Years of Avoidance

Douglas never went back to that pool. He feared water and avoided it whenever he could. A few years later, when he came to know the waters of the Cascade mountains, the old terror would return in full force whenever he tried to get into them, whether he was wading the Tieton or Bumping River, or bathing in Warm Lake. His legs would become paralysed and “icy horror” would grip his heart.

This fear became a lasting handicap that followed him for years. It spoiled canoeing on the lakes of Maine where he fished for landlocked salmon, bass fishing in New Hampshire, trout fishing on the Deschutes and Metolius rivers in Oregon, and salmon fishing on the Columbia. “Wherever I went, the haunting fear of the water followed me,” he writes, and it “deprived me of the joy of canoeing, boating, and swimming.”

3.4 Fighting Back: The Instructor’s Training

Douglas tried “every way I knew” to beat the fear on his own, but it held him firmly in its grip. Finally, one October, he decided to hire an instructor and learn to swim. He trained five days a week, one hour a day, and the instructor built him into a swimmer piece by piece, in three separate stages.

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The belt and pulley

The instructor put a belt around Douglas. A rope attached to the belt went through a pulley on an overhead cable, and the instructor held on to the end of the rope while they went back and forth across the pool, hour after hour. It was three months before the tension began to slack.

2

Breathing under water

Next the instructor taught him to put his face under the water and breathe out, then lift his nose and breathe in. Douglas repeated this hundreds of times, shedding a little of the panic each time.

3

Kicking with the legs

Held at the side of the pool, Douglas practised kicking for weeks. His legs refused to work at first, but slowly he learned to command them.

Piece by piece, the instructor built a swimmer, and then put all three pieces together into one whole. In April he told Douglas, “Now you can swim. Dive off and swim the length of the pool, crawl stroke.” Douglas did it. The instructor’s job was finished.

Exam Tip

The book asks: How did the instructor “build a swimmer” out of Douglas? Answer in the book’s three steps, in order (belt and pulley, breathing, kicking), then the joining into one whole and the April “Now you can swim” line.

3.5 Two Tests, One Victory

But Douglas himself was not finished. He still wondered whether he would be terror-stricken if he were alone in the pool. He tried it, and tiny vestiges of the old terror did return, but now he could frown at the fear and say, “Trying to scare me, eh? Well, here’s to you! Look!” and swim on anyway. This continued until July. “But I was still not satisfied. I was not sure that all the terror had left.” So he set himself two more tests in open water.

Test 1: Lake Wentworth, New Hampshire

  • Why: “I was not sure that all the terror had left.”
  • Dived off a dock at Triggs Island
  • Swam two miles across to Stamp Act Island
  • Used the crawl, breast stroke, side stroke and back stroke
  • Terror returned only once, in the middle of the lake; he laughed it off: “Well, Mr Terror, what do you think you can do to me?”

Test 2: Warm Lake, the Cascades

  • Why: “Yet I had residual doubts.”
  • Went up the Tieton to Conrad Meadows and Meade Glacier
  • Stripped and dived into Warm Lake the next morning
  • Swam across to the far shore and back, “just as Doug Corpron used to do”
  • Shouted with joy as Gilbert Peak returned the echo: “I had conquered my fear of water.”

One way to read the shape of this three-part proof: first Douglas gets the technical skill from an instructor in a safe, controlled pool. Then he checks that skill on his own, still in the same familiar pool. Only then does he test it in real, open, untamed water, first at a two-mile lake and then at a mountain lake far from home. Only after the last one does Douglas write, “I had conquered my fear of water.”

3.6 The Reflection: the Meaning Douglas Draws From It

The essay does not end with the swim. In its closing reflection, Douglas steps back and tells the reader why this private experience mattered so much to him. “The experience had a deep meaning for me, as only those who have known stark terror and conquered it can appreciate,” he writes. He then makes a much bigger claim: “In death there is peace. There is terror only in the fear of death,” and he connects this to a line he attributes to Franklin D. Roosevelt: “All we have to fear is fear itself.”

Because Douglas had felt both the sensation of dying and the terror that the fear of it can cause, he says that “the will to live somehow grew in intensity.” The essay’s last line sums up what he had won back: “At last I felt released — free to walk the trails and climb the peaks and to brush aside fear.”

A reading the text supports: Douglas defeats fear itself, not the water.

One reading, linked to Roosevelt’s “All we have to fear is fear itself.”

4 Why the Title is “Deep Water”

The literal meaning comes from the text. The figurative meaning is a reading of your own: the text never uses “deep water” in that sense.

The literal meaning

  • The deep end of the Y.M.C.A. pool, nine feet down, is exactly where the misadventure happens
  • The pool’s deep end is where he nearly drowns, and the middle of Lake Wentworth, with “nothing but bottomless water” below, is where the terror returns once

A figurative reading (the student’s own)

  • “Deep water” is also an English expression for being in serious trouble or danger
  • One reading: Douglas is in “deep water” emotionally for years, held in the grip of a fear he cannot shake off
  • Only by facing real deep water again, deliberately and step by step, can he climb back out of his figurative deep water
Exam Tip

When you justify the title, give the literal meaning from the text, and, if you add the figurative meaning, say that it is your own reading: Douglas has to conquer literal deep water in order to escape the figurative “deep water” of his own fear.

5 The Character of William Douglas

1

Self-aware

He can describe his own panic in precise, honest detail, including the moments he was not brave.

2

Determined

Even after years of avoiding water whenever he could, he chooses to go back and rebuild his courage piece by piece, rather than simply living with the fear.

3

Thorough

He does not stop at “now you can swim.” He insists on testing himself, alone, then in a lake, then in a wilder lake, until he is fully convinced.

4

Reflective

He does not just tell the story, he draws a larger lesson from it about fear and the will to live, which is what makes the essay more than just an adventure story.

6 How the Story is Told: Narrative Technique

“Deep Water” is written as a first-person autobiographical narrative: Douglas is both the person the story happened to and the person telling it, using “I” throughout. This is what NCERT’s own “Thinking about language” task asks you to think about: if someone else, an outside observer, had narrated this story instead, they could describe the struggle from the outside (a boy struggling in a pool, lying beside it afterwards, walking home shaken), but not the inside view of the “sheer, stark terror”, or the strange peace of “the curtain of life” falling. One view is that first-person narration lets the reader feel the panic and the relief along with Douglas, not just watch it happen to him.

Exam Tip

For the Thinking about language task, rewrite a passage from a third-person observer’s view, keeping the facts of the accident the same: “The boy struggled wildly, then suddenly went still” rather than “I struggled wildly, then suddenly went still.” Then give your own view of which narration is more effective, and why, using a line from the story as evidence.

7 Short-Answer Questions Already Hidden in the Text

Flamingo prints small questions in the margin beside the story. Check yourself against them below as practice for the book’s own short-answer questions.

Check yourself against the book’s own margin questions
  • Can I say, in my own words, what the “misadventure” was?
  • Can I list, in order, the emotions Douglas felt and the plans he made while he was being thrown into the pool?
  • Can I explain how this experience changed Douglas’s life in the years after it?
  • Can I explain why Douglas was determined to get over his fear of water?
  • Can I describe how the instructor “built a swimmer” out of Douglas, in the right order?
  • Can I describe how Douglas made sure that he had really conquered the old terror?

8 The NCERT Exercises, at a Glance

The chapter’s exercises are not a numbered list of exam questions the way some subjects have. They are five separate sections, each asking for a different kind of response. Full model answers to every one of them are in the separate NCERT Solutions post for this chapter; here is only a quick map of what each section asks.

Section What it asks
Understanding the Text 3 questions on the panic, how he overcame it, and why he retells it as an adult
Talking about the Text Share a fear you overcame; discuss other stories of courage, including Nelson Mandela and Class XI’s “We’re Not Afraid to Die”
Thinking about Language Rewrite part of the story from a third-person point of view and compare the effect
Writing A five-paragraph essay on overcoming a personal fear; a short letter about learning something new
Things to Do Find out about water sports in India and the places known for them
About the Unit

The book itself states this chapter’s Theme as “A real-life personal account of experiencing fear and the steps taken to overcome it,” and its Sub-theme as “Psychological analysis of fear.” Its stated Comprehension goals are understanding another person’s experience and relating subjectively to the discussion on fear.

Did you know?

William Douglas remains the longest-serving Justice in the history of the U.S. Supreme Court: a term of thirty-six years, ending with his retirement in 1975.

Quick Revision: read this the night before the exam
  • Douglas’s fear of water began even before the accident, at a California beach, age three or four
  • The misadventure: a boy, probably eighteen years old, threw Douglas, then aged ten or eleven, into the deep end of the Y.M.C.A. pool
  • Three descents to the bottom, ending in “the curtain of life fell”
  • Years of avoiding water whenever he could; the fear ruined his fishing trips and the joy of canoeing, boating and swimming
  • An instructor rebuilt him as a swimmer in three steps: belt and pulley, breathing, kicking
  • “Now you can swim” came in April, but Douglas kept testing himself until July
  • Two self-set tests: Lake Wentworth (“not sure that all the terror had left”) and Warm Lake (“residual doubts”); then “I had conquered my fear of water”
  • The title: literally, the pool’s deep end; a figurative reading of your own: Douglas’s years of fear
  • Douglas links his reflection (“There is terror only in the fear of death”) to Roosevelt’s line, “All we have to fear is fear itself.”
  • The essay is a first-person account, which lets the reader feel the terror from the inside